Well, today after cross country I broke down. None of the people on the team wanna talk to me and it;s going to be hard year. I am virtually alone. I am so fed up with people being my friend only when they're in a good mood. Soo I came home, deleted my facebook account, changed my AIM screen name, and even cried for a good, oh idk, 20 minutes. I need to stay focused on my future, and leave everything else in the dust. I am done being the nice talkative girl who tries to make you feel better, even when she feels like crap. Sooo goodbye. I am turning over a new leaf, a new chapter in my life. Goodbye.